I ponder today....how many people are faced with walking into their legacy and realize it? Do "we" (as humans) balk at this potential moment to rise up???
Yesterday I was confronted with an opportunity. One that possesses high risk ratings for so much. This is not a small jump to the edge of the pan. I would knowingly place my faith in God and all my beliefs - placing them to the test. It is no joke. It could mean my life - and maybe my families should something go wrong. Do I jump into the fire trusting God to save me through it all? There would be no turning back....not for a long time....if ever. Only my fear (which is valid if I could post the details) tells me to turn back....but my heart and gut knock my shoulders forward - full throttle. Almost as if I have been called into battle.
A friend told me to implore a circle of trusted friends....people that will guide me and help keep me in the right path. I have used this advise for smaller items up until now. I await to hear back from that circle and God.
The strangest part, it all makes sense if I take this step. It clicks into place my past - present - and future. Until now...it was easy to start a non-profit, art studio, go back to school. This, however, requires a true movement of my faith. God has continually grown my faith from small microscopic nothingness...and now this jump. I have trusted Him with small items that made me comfortable...until it is scary. My life is His - right? Why not - Just Do It?
Today's ramblings........I remain in prayer and council. Out of respect for all that love me and have invested in me - I remain calm and patient, knowing that the right answer will come. I also realize that deception can lead me astray from my real calling. It may feel as if I should head in one direction...but really?
Co-laborer with heaven - divine appointments - angelic protection / guidance. Trusting in all I know now. But ready - should I be called.
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